Poem: "Cotton Candy"

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Street fair, Lyons, Colorado. June 2012

Jared Moossy/Redux

“To go to heaven, we make heaven come to us.” — John Donne

yes John I tried that the results were
underwhelming my liver practically
fell out of my body
my mother wept nightly for eight years

my living curled its hands
around her throat not choking exactly
but like the squeeze of an outgrown collar

in Iran she spoke my father’s language with
such a thick accent his family smiled when she
talked but she still talked and she listened diligent
as a hacksaw

the reward for goodness
is just more goodness
and sometimes not even that

once I allowed a beetle to scurry back
under my fridge in a week she became
a thousand beetles I packed my bags and
left for good the apartment was hers

a mother is someone who is looking to improve
mine was a climbable trellis her nation-
flag was a leather apron fastened to a spear

if I were a mother I’d lose my child at the fair
and go on riding rides zooming through
the air I’d sing which way I fly is
heaven! I myself am heaven!

but my mother hated rides
she was happy to buy cotton candy and
sit on a bench smiling she’d
watch me eat the whole bag

courtesy of Kaveh Akbar

Kaveh Akbar is the founding editor of Divedapper. His poems appear recently in The New Yorker, Poetry, APR, PBS NewsHour, Ploughshares, Tin House, and elsewhere. His debut full-length collection is Calling a Wolf a Wolf (Alice James Books, 2017); he is also the author of the chapbook Portrait of the Alcoholic (Sibling Rivalry). The recipient of a Ruth Lilly and Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Fellowship from the Poetry Foundation and a Pushcart Prize, Kaveh was born in Tehran, Iran, and teaches at Purdue University and in the low-residency MFA program at Randolph College.



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